So much that i can't say to you my voice shakes from the hurt that i hide ashamed of my existence and of my petty often wounded pride i'd like to come home to see you and to catch your sickness by the bedside but then you'd know how much i really need you
All the love in an instant makes my life stop but then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
If only i were blind to your selfish fling and your desperate cause and didn't press you for the details that threaten my physical flaws
I'd like to come home to see you and embrace your illness under soft light but then you'd know how much i really need you
All the love in an instant makes my life stop but then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
So much that i can say to you with affection that i burn inside you're aching from the distance avoiding strain that's running still alive if only i could heal you in the sprinkling of the ocean side but then you'd know how much i really love you
All the love in an instant makes my life stop but then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop
Looking from a window above
It's like a story of love
Can you hear me.
Came back only yesterday
Moving further away
Want you near me.
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you
Sometimes when I think of your name
And it's only a game
And I need you
Listening to the words that you say
Getting harder to stay
When I see you
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you
This is gonna take a long time
And I wonder what's mine
Can't take no more
Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
Behind a closed door
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you
Listen until the song finishes. 2012 was the worst year of my life.Good bye 2012.
Bonus video.
FYI: Lumino stole main theme of "Only you" on their "Ireed butssan hair"
comes a time when
you can't judge no more
go out shopping
can't see the store
i can't believe that we're really all good
one of us has gone
where they never should
comes a time when
you really can't judge
should go walking
you don't even budge
i can't believe how
far we have gone
one of us has not come along
get up and tell the sun
that you don't feel love
how long can you
keep circling round?
like paris, texas
til she found out.
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen
[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Bent to your own all 'cause you won't listen
[Chorus]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on If you don't
If you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
My own
Man up, please! It's not death or some shit. It's just an error. Fix it and go!
Your age has just come. Live your life. Be the man. I'm not a child. I'm a man now. Man will be man.
You made me man. I wish nothing but the best for you. Thanks. Love you.
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
One of the most shittiest days of my life has just passed. I'm broke and creep on these days. Everything seems like bullshit. All the things you said running through head...
Two years ago, it started. Two years later, it seems like finishing. Even now, I can't believe that this was happened. I don't want to finish. But why you want to end it?
No woman - No Cry. Meaning is not like Marley's one. Love is a killer. Today, I'm becoming older and loser. 50/2. What have I done in the past? Nothing. All this life is meaningless. No discipline, no hope and no life. May be, it's better or worse. Nothings box. You just know Nothing Box. I was like Merso. But you were stranger than him. Like you say, you are the ultimate stranger. Because, you're weirdo creature. Then you don't understand my nothing box. It's illogical.
These days, suicide thoughts are always on my mind. Though, how can I do? First, Mommy comes to my mind, then my son. But why?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements? Actually, I don't know for know. I can't make absolute decision.
No, no, no, nooooooooooo.........
I thought, you were Woman like Man in Me. But you... How could you behave like that?
May be, you're wrong. Your thoughts can be fake. Just illusion of you wrong attitude. But the reality is different.
I regret. Fuck that CinemAurum!
I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love
But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles; coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
The man in me will do nearly any task
As for compensation, there's a little he will ask
Take a woman like you
To get through to the man in me.
Storm clouds are raging all around my door
I think to myself I might not take it anymore
Take a woman like your kind
To find the man in me.
But, oh what a wonderful feeling
Just to know that you are near
It sets my heart a-reeling
From my toes up to my ears.
The man in me will hide sometimes to keep from being seen
But that's just because he doesn't want to turn into some machine
Take a woman like you
To get through to the man in me.
