This is me!
Jealousy arises... I'm angry... But I can't do anything... Actually, I can... My Ego and my pride hold me back. In addition, I'm in bed. Too lazy to go out.
I will stand up against all odds. Just like a deformed tree on a hill.
I miss you. I dare to see you... to come. I will meet you soon. Hope that you'll be openminded and warmhearted.